i wish i could go live in a cabin somewhere so that when i wake up on mornings where i don’t have work i can just enjoy the fresh air and look at mountains. i’m so tired of seeing apartment buildings and hearings trains i just want freedom from life. im so fucking bored i am not meant to live in an apartment
seeing my friends down the shore for Irish weekend kinda sucks cause last year they complained that the one girl hated being down there so they invited me…but I guess things are different this year. sometimes I just don’t understand people
visited my grandmom at the rehab place she’s been at since she stopped being able to swallow. that was terrible. although she said she got visitors and they’re treating her well there so that was a relief. but man, seeing someone not be able to eat, could barely drink, she had the shakes so bad, more than normal, she was rarely in my life until my grand father passed away, but she’s a lovely lady, I love giving her hugs and this sucks I hope she comes home soon
Breathe. It’s only a bad day, not a bad life.